I was in the foulest of mood earlier on, a mood darker than the blackest, most menacing looking clouds.
It foretells of the arrival of the angriest storm of the century.

But.
It blew over.

It's strange how six o'clock managed to alter my mood. Maybe it's not 6 o'clock, it's the walk and the sitting at the void deck that helps. Haha. That's a humourless laugh mind u, tt's y i put a fool-stop after the "haha". I know it's fullstop, but i felt like spelling it tt way. So sue me.

Work sucks like an electrolux vacuum cleaner. And mind u, nothing sucks like an electrolux, so, u can see how gruelling a day it was for me.

Something must have possessed me today. Suddenly I realised how much I detest certain types of people. It's strange u know, I never thot of myself as the fussy sort. I'm always easy-going and extremely tolerant of all forms of annoying behaviours. But today, something just snapped. Either that, or I've always been repressed. Anyway, two colleagues irritated the hell out of me. And they happen to be my immediate work mates. Gosh. This is hell. It makes that little she-devil so damn angelic instead, it actually made tuitioning her a walk in the park.

It's amazing u know, how the older some people get, the more loathful they become, how they managed to pick up all those disgusting traits that they do.

I've heard truckloads of times b4 that love is blind. But ur a married woman, for god's sake. The way you talk to him is just downright revolting. And hello? All day on the phone? He picks u up everyday after work somemore. I just don't understand. U chose to marry this man, and here u are outrageously reaching for another. He's already made his intentions so clear to u and ur still doing ur utmost to encourage him. Have u any common sense? And u wonder why I suddenly stuff up my ears with my earphones and stopped talking 2 u. First of all, have u ever respected me as a human being? U talk to me only when ur off the phone, and that's like wat? 5 minutes in all the 8.5hrs that we worked? And then, without a sign just ignore me and start talking to the other person. Now u get a taste of ur own medicine. I hope u choke on all its bitter glory.

And u. Shame on u ok, even kids own up to their mistakes. All u know is act, act, and act. Do u sleep easy at night?I hope with every cell in me that u don't. And that u get plagued with nightmares of every single rotten lie that u told, and every single innocent that u cheated. U can deny all u want, pretend all u want, but u know the truth. And I know the truth. It's there, everyday, in writting, plain for everyone to see. And u have the gall to ask me who wrote it, and u know wat's the most irritating? The way u keep asking me "how huh?" Go **** urself lah! How how how. Noone wants to admit , so the person who did it must be me ah, if not me then ghost ah? Quit looking at me with those deceptively innocent eyes and talking in that kiddy voice. U disgust me.

Phew~It feels marvelous to let it all out. All day I've been doing all I can to keep my frustrations in check. The night walk and cool breeze helped. But I think nothing is more therapeutic than letting it all out. I never realised that these character flaws bother me so much until today. U know I wonder, do they bother me because deep inside me, I'm like that as well? Someone once said that if u recognise certain characteristics in people and they irritated the hell outta u, it means these are parts of urself tt u hate as well.

*shudder
I hope not. I don't wanna be neurotic. And start talking to myself.

Hey hey!Aren't I doing that? Isn't everyone who blogs doing that?
Oh my god!!!There's a whole community doing just that!!
Ho shit. Blogger must be operated by a nutcase.
My god. What is the world coming to.