There are some things going through my head now. Actually, there are alot of things going thru my head now, and I'm struggling to find a way to express myself.

Today set my doubts to rest. A few years back, someone dropped a bomb on me and forced me to make a decision. It was a tough one to make, but I made it nonetheless, with my head. From then on, I've always had doubts on whether or not I've made the right choice, whether I've let slip something wonderful that I might regret for the rest of my life. But today, I'm glad that I did what I did.

Remaining status quo was DEFINITELY better.
Some people are just meant to be friends, no matter the chemistry. I think the more chemistry two people have, the more they should just remain as friends. The level of expectations is lower, and u'll definitely be more forgivable towards your friends.

Isn't it better to always have something dangling there, a soft spot that will always be present, than to go ahead impulsively and end up frustrated and angry?

Anyway, today haha~I had the honour of seeing another funny expression. I always thought the expression of disbelief is funny, no matter whose face it is on.

We were teasing an "ah boy" at work. he's 17 this yr, reminds me of the other "ah boy". Anyway, we were teasing teasing loh, he was a good spot, told us alot of things about himself. Nowadays ah, the "ah boys" are really dangerous! They actually "upgrade". No longer are they interested in young meis meis. This one is deciding whether or not to pian a nurse.

Man~what is the world coming to?
And my colleague actually suggested to him to pian me!Crazy girl!

He actually attempted.
That imp. Had a death wish.

Anyway, then we started to share about our histories. More of like, they share their histories la. I'm just a polite listener. And haha~that's when the expressions of disbeliefs came up. For the last time, I wasn't lying ok? and ah boy, please, have a heart, don't play with the poor nurse k?

She isn't pretty enough to waste your time on anyway.

Wahaha~The office is definitely getting more fun!Yippie~

Gosh, I sounded like a crazed lunatic who is trying to fill her non-existent lovelife with others'.
I'm not ok, really can?

I'm not.
Really.
Really.
I really am not.
Hahahahahahahahaha~