Today I have decided to release my friends from their bubble of annonimity!yay~

Anyway, Jo inspired me to say something today.

I've always thought tt Cancerians are soft-spoken, timid, sensitive creatures who always choose to run instead of fight, but she has proven me wrong. I've also always believed that about myself. Maybe that's why I've never thought of taking charge and deciding on things that I ought to, instead, I've always let others do that for me.It's about time I stand up for myself, and what I believe. And be happy with my choices. Cancerians may be soft on the outside, but we have tremendous inner strength. And we are often the toughest of the lot. Crying easily doesn't mean that we are weak, it just means that we are confident enough to be vulnerable. Just because we laugh easily and appear happy doesn't mean we do not have a care in the world, it just means that we prefer to shoulder our problems ourselves. There are alot of things that we prefer to leave unsaid. But that doesn't mean that we don't think about them day and night, and that doesn't mean that you are right. It's just that we prefer you to recognise it and salvage the damages, out of your own will and not feel obliged.

I always say that I'm ok, but that doesn't mean that I really am.It just means that I am on the road of recovery.

I always say "no". But it's a habit of mine.It's a defense mechanism that I've picked up from my last heartbreak. But that doesn't mean that I really don't want anything from you. I do, but it's up to you to sense what I want, up to you to sense how to give it to me.

Because I'm scared.
I don't want to make a fool out of myself ever again.

Haha~Cancerians are a pain in the ass.