I looked at the pics staring back at me from the computer screen
I finally found him.
She said tt there'll always be something abt him tt touches my heart,
tt makes me light up,
tt makes me search furiously thru cyberspace just to find out how he's doing.

There's been a number of meet-ups recently.
I think it's due to the festive season.

Somehow, there's just something abt the festive season tt reminds one of the past.

Met up with what's left of the fellowship....last sunday?

Adam looks....as Adam as before, and I'm glad the boy remains the boy tt I remember.
I mean, hello???? He is still habitually late.

Kenneth looks gooood~probably cos I haven't seen him in a shirt b4, compared to the Oscar Wilde days...*faints* SMU girls r gonna haf a field day with the 2 boys runnin ard!!!

Mich still reminds me of Juliet. She used to be a pensive Juliet, with Shakespeare's flair for words. She's a happier Juliet now, with Sanders chan by her side. Althoh I still haven't seen him, seeing her happier self now, i'm convinced tt whatever he does, he must be doing something right. Let's hope this one has a different ending.

Sab still looks hot, if not hotter. Killer legs, sexy tan...woo!!! And still as frank as ever.
"this is boring....the four of us". *faints* when i see a spade, I call it a spade. And her parents are still as lovey dovey as I remembered. Like 4 yrs ago, I still stood starin at her parents' old photos, as amused as ever at how much their looks have changed.

The house still stands at Ang Mo Kio, nothing much have changed in the interior.
Sab still has her cat.

But Snowball's missing,
Daena's missing,
Something distinct was missing.

Something irreplaceable tt a mahjong session cld not capture.
It was fun, but something was missing.

Naively, I thought we cld return to the good old days,
I guess I forgot that we are no longer eighteen :)

Caught up with the Soli-angels last thurs at our usual spot at Tekka,
with our usual Briyani.
4 busy girls taking time out to update one another on our lives.
It feels good to see that everyone's doing alright,
that's an understatement.
Everyone's doing fabulously well.
Maybe it's the shared experience of facilitation,
we seemed to have no problem sharing the good and bad things going on in our lives with each other,
ask what we've been dying to find out about one another's lives,
say the bitchiest things that we've been dying to say.
Even acknowledge the worst things abt ourselves :P

I know I don't show it,
and everyone knows how bad I am at remembering birthdays
but I cannot even begin to say how much I treasure the sort of friendship we have

It's not like there's a million pple in my life whom I can just put aside while
I struggle with the constant cycle of sorting-out-the-mess-in-my-life-then-messing-up-again
and yet feel like nothing's changed whenever we meet up.
This is something rare for me.
This is something that doesn't happen to me everyday.
And that's why I treasure them so.

Bird says that this is due to everyone being genuinely open.
Because someone shares,
because someone asks,
that's why someone else shares,
and someone else asks,
because we show that we care
that's why everyone knows that everyone cares.
And that's enough for us to have our own space to do ur own things.
I just love that scrawny bird.

And of cos,
met up with dear mu Thursday evening.
The girl who's been with me practically all my life.
The girl who knows all the mess I've been in
and am still in.
And I'm glad nothing's changed where she and I are concerned.

This is called growing up I guess.
You gain some, you lose some.
Just be glad that what you've gained is more than what u've lost.
And what u've lost, u lose willingly.

I found him different.
He still looks like him,
I don't know why Zee found it hard to recognise him in school.
I can still point him out in a crowd.
The only thing is,
I can no longer find the traces of him tt I used to know.
I'm finding it difficult even,
to remember what it is tt I used to know.
It's almost 6 years,
and I can't say tt it feels like yesterday.
What feels like yesterday thoh,
was what's left of me after the whole episode.