Sunday, September 18, 2005

It's been some time since I've had a busy weekend. It feels kinda good to have a busy weekend sometimes.
I think I kinda like it : )

Yesterday, I was supposed to go Ubin to cycle, but, well, sth came up and I had to miss it. Althoh it was a waste, I mean, hey~bonding time with colleagues leh!But still, well, no choice wat. Kinda wanna go Ubin sometime to see the changes. Heard the roads and dirt paths are not as tough to cycle as b4. Wonder if they still had the Ubin pig.

Or if Pricilla had a predecessor. Hmm...

Met up with Mu and Min last night. Somehow, things have changed among us. I suddenly felt stupid. Well, maybe not stupid, just left behind. Don't get me wong, I don't mean "drift apart" *rolls eyes, how shall I put it? They kept talking about "classical theories" and school, and, "business news", kinda made me feel uneducated, superficial, apathetic. It sucked lah. At one time I just smiled politely and zoned out. I'd like to say I'm sorry, but I guess I would be lying.

I'm not blaming anyone, I'm just making an observation, and a reflection on what happened last night.

I guess the good thing is, u people reminded me to wake up and keep abreast with current affairs, more intellectual stuff.

Hmm....I wonder if an education will turn people into snobs.

Once again, I'm not pointing fingers, I'm just making an observation, and a comparison with colleagues at work, and the "You" b4 u went into SIM, and wondering wat, or how I'll change when I eventually go into SIM next yr.

Annniiwaaaay, we finally FINALLY met up to celebrate the boys' belated bithdays today. Yay~Congrats Fairy I didn't keep u in my goldfish bowl for nothing!haha~Lame sia.

Anyway, it happened again.

I can't say I'm exactly pleased with the way the celebration went, but,I guess under the circumstances, it's the best we can do. The boys are still boys. Haha~they made me feel bad that I had to make them share the attention. I mean, when it was the girls' birthdays, we were the only stars but when it came to theirs, it was....bad. Sorry boys. Anyway, I hoped u liked to presents.

A friend wasn't able to join us. I was upset. I was so angry I wanted to hang up on her when she called. I was really pissed off. I think some things can be arranged if you really mean to make things happen. This was arranged like 2 weeks ago. I even confirmed it so many times with u. Wat do u want me say? Wat do u expect me to say when u gimmi a "reason" like that? I can't possibly ask u to b "unfillial".

Yet I can't find it in me to say "It's ok" to u when u apologised. But does it matter? I don't think u even noticed.
U claimed ur a sensitive person, but r u really? or r u just sensitive to ur own needs and feelings?

If so, r u sure the word should be "sensitive"?

I guess I'm really upset.

Funny, I think I actually feel better now. Haha~

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dugu:
i noe u zoned-out tat day. i juz let u feel wad u shld b feeling. at least u got sth to blog mah... hahas...
i realise min is so much chatty wif u ard. yah, no offence, l'm juz making an observation. =)
dear,l juz hope u dun give up education or compress it coz of $ or other factor. i duno y we cant find a agreement point on this issue, but i still insist complete studies proper as full-timer unless u reali can manage. i dun wanna c u tired from wk n sch u noe?? at least let urself enjoy e last fun of being a student. ok?
its Mich izit?? hmm...i noe how u feel...disappointment.
take care dear. luv ya lots.=)
-mu-

11:45 PM  

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