This year,
my friend AM decided to celebrate her bday at pitstop wit her bunch of close frens
(At least tt's what my ego likes to think of myself-a close fren of hers :P)

And I hafta say,
she always makes the weirdest decisions.
Don't misread me.
By weird I do not mean that it's BAD,
I only meant to say that they are things that I will not do,
such as throwing a small scale gathering among frens who don't noe each other.

I've have always thot tt it takes courage and a whole lot of confidence to throw a large scale party and gather all your friends.

Courage because you need that to deal with disappointments in the event
that friends don't turn up.
And confidence because there'll b a huge mess of people to deal with if they do turn up.

A small scale gathering in this case needs even more determination to carry thru.
There're alrdy limited number of names on the guest list,
which means that a few absence cld mean a very ugly turn-out,
not to mention the stab to your ego
and the painful knowledge that you actually do not matter as much to them
as you thought you do.
And if everyone who's supposed to turn up, turn up.
It'll be an even greater headache making the atmosphere right
and ensuring that noone's neglected
because noone noes anybody else but you.

Yes, she makes the weirdest decisions.
But then again,
as long as she's happy,

HAPPY BDAY MS ANN-MARIE VALERIE WEE WEI LIN

I hope it was a blast for you.
It was an experience for me.

Because
never in my life have I ever been called a Samurai before
And an ah-lian samurai that guys like to take to dragonfly some more.
Whatever that's supposed to mean.

*Sigh*

That said,
I'm thinking that no matter how shitty that means,
it's still better than 兵马勇.

Please just tell me it is.....