14/03/2008 @ MOS



I didn't drink as much as I'd like,
partly due to the fact that I had the runs in the afternoon thanks to the Kimchi that I had for lunch.

The Kimchi from United Square's foodcourt.

The other reason is none other than the fact that I thought that it is hypocritical to consume drinks from ppl whom I do not particularly like.
Ok, not that I detest them,
but,
I just don't have good vibes about them.
And if I drink the stuff that they paid for,
when I don't like them,
and have no intention to ever see them again,
it violates my own principles.

Althoh I was quite gian for alcohol (thx to the mock exams),
it takes more than that for me to sell myself ok?
I still wanna wake up in the morning and be able to look at myself in the mirror,
and be proud of the girl lookin back at me.

Sometime ago,
I caught The Leap Years with Ms AM.
I remember her telling me that she regretted jumping into relationships so easily in the past.

In the show,
Jeremy said sth along the lines of
it takes alot of courage to wait for that special someone,
because it is difficult being alone.

Ms AM,
I hope u have that courage to avoid that very same pitfall.
That said,
I will still support you in whatever decision u will make.

Just,
make sure that u do so AFTER ur exams.

There are other more important things in life than love,
especially love that may not last.

In the show,
Lee-Ann chose to chase her dream.

I'm not cynical enough to laugh at her naivete.
I think we all should be like her,
provided that like her,
we already have tangible successes in the field of career to call our own,
provided that like her,
we alrdy have the other aspects of life sorted out and in order,
provided that like her,

we have the safety net called solid reality to fall back on.