I'm feeling nasty.
I'm feeling autistic.

And I don't know why.

Don't ask me what's wrong cos nothing's wrong.
Don't ask me what's bothering me, cos nothing is.

I'm just in one of my moods.

Just yesterday I threw an unintentional temper tantrum that I so so so soooooooo regretted.

U know how rare it is to run into an extremely nice superior?
One whom u can tok to like an equal?
One whom u feel absolutely no qualms about approaching whenever u run into a problem?
One whom even when u made a mistake, will be incredibly patient with u and sit down and solve the problem with u instead of jumping down ur throat?

Yup, I threw a temper tantrum at someone lidat : )
How sweet of me.

And "sorry" just happens to be so difficult to say.

Someone told me that I love to talk. And that's why I took to blogging.
I disagreed.
I told him that I like to be quiet sometimes. And at times, I don't even wanna be near pple. I just wanna be alone, absorbed in my own thoughts, in my own world.

Just...watching the world go by.

It's tiring to always be talking away, sharing part of myself with pple.
It's tiring especially when all I want to do, is just enjoy the moment.

*Sighs

I'm so crabby.

Oh wait.

I'm just being me : )