I forgot....

the reasons why I used to cry over u
the reasons why I fell for u
the hurt I never felt before u

And I forgot the way I felt about u

but strangely, I can't
forget u

Neither will I forget the fear u taught me to feel
Or the stupidity of all that I've done during those forgotten years

And tonight, U crept into my mind again.

A distant memory from the past
A thought that brought a smile to my face

A dear old fren.

ByeBye~ 2005

Studies
For the first time in my life, I disappointed myself. A'level's was really bad. It made me shy away from studies. A yr break would do me good. Stolen time to be returned August 2006.

1st class honours, here I come!!!!

Work
Whoa~Switched a few jobs here and there.

B.E.S consultancy, which totally defines slavery.
Maybank, legalised slavery,
and HSBC, cheap labour, kinda like those Bangladesh construction workers *shrugs

Work....gave me a glimpse of what future life would be like after graduation

It sucks.

Love
Mmm...Let's see,

*sticks up 1 finger
Too cheesy *next time u wanna hit on someone, make sure u find out if she has any relatives ownin real estate companies : )

*sticks up a second finger
Too old *I'm sorry but we'r just too different. Plus!Next time u wanna play games, make sure she's not in the toilet, constipated. U deserved the scolding man!!!!Muahahaha~

*sticks up a third
Mmmm...this one dun think counted, juz haf a soft spot for this little boy : ) *it pays to resemble a certain someone : )

And oh yeah, was mistaken for merchandise for window display : ) *okok!Truce truce!Peace, peace!

Friends
I like this year. Caught up and recovered some pple I've not met, or tok to for a very very very very long time.
*Chong Yew, I still owe u a treat
*Marcus, try not to disappear on me ok?
*and Fionie, do not attempt another vanishin act from cyberspace
Old friends resurfaced, while new aquaintances are made.
I guess...2005 gave me the opportunity to meet many different pple, some will become a beautiful, framed picture, frozen in eternity, while some....will hopefully become the type of memories that will always be updated, kinda like a motion picture that nver ends : )

Sometimes, as we grow, friendships...go thru changes too, I prefer to see it as maturing. Because we've already gone thru so many yrs together, althoh our paths may differ, we'll juz give one another time and space for personal growth, and well, nothing essentially changes afterall : ) I even think we're closer this year than when we were all in the same JC together.

Isn't that amazing? (okok, if it's juz me, then juz lemmi live in this self-denial foreva ok?)

I'll still miss u guys when ur not with me,
I'll still share tears and joy with u guys,
We'll still bitch like no tomorrow about gossips, guys(cute ones), life and yeah, plannin somebody's wedding

And of cos, my guitar (okok,dew's guitar)
sweetheart, may we go a long long way~

Happy new year : )