Premonition:
a feeling of evil to come; a steadily escalating sense of foreboding
(Dictionary.com)

Just a few days ago,
while galpal n I were having a mini sms-chat,
I told her that life's too good for me.
I don't believe in no strings attached bliss.
Afterall, I'm not exactly a good person.
I shdn't have a blessed life.

There's just this feeling of unease that I cannot seem to shake off,
like something bad is about to happen.

It did yesterday.
And it came in the form of an sms.

"**AS asked me to resign..." the incoming sms read.

Despite my disbelief,
I knew that it's true.
There and then,
I understood its implications.

It wasn't something that I swallowed easily.
It wasn't easily digestible.

Afterall, who can take the news of being asked to leave
in a calm manner?

This is definitely a stupid mistake.
An effective management wouldn't undertake such foolish actions.

You talk abt cost-cutting.
I don't see how asking your most experienced,
most productive staff to leave cuts your costs,
when you are actively recruiting new staff with not even fluff for their brains,
with no basic common sense to speak off,
not to mention the lack of manners and maturity,
and paying them wages for a training that they don't even bother paying attention to.

Call centres have notoriously high turn-over,
resulting in costly mistakes due to wrong information conveyed.
We didn't choose to abandon the organisation to the vices of the newbies,
we were asked to.

Good luck to you my dear organisation.
I look forward to seeing your name being mentioned in the papers again.
No doubt, with people lidat,
people apt at hiding malicious intentions behind friendly smiles
manning the helm.

No wonder talents never remain in public service.
Because honestly,
it doesn't look as if these are valued.

All good things come to an end.
The person who coined the phrase must be a genius.
They say only idiots repeat these famous sayings.
As it is now,
I don't mind being the idiot,
because it's proven isn't it,
that there are always bigger idiots out there
PHYSICALLY as well as mentally?

AM once told me that she's always found it amazing that in all the time that she knew me,
she's never once heard me say anything bad abt said organisation.
It has always been nice things.

Let this be the first and last time then.

Disappointment:
A state of being depressed or discouraged due to the failure of one's hopes or expectations
(dictionary.com)