Monday, May 01, 2006

I don't understand why
pple can complain about the fault in others but be so blind about their own.

I don't understand why
some pple can say one thing and do another

I don't understand why
good things never last

I don't understand why
when pple want the same things,
they can end up doing things that pushes one another further away.

I guess sometimes
wanting something to happen
and having the courage to face it
and making it actually happen
is just too entirely different.

Or maybe,
just maybe,
pple just say sth, even sth hurtful,
just so that the other will go all out to try to achieve it,
and in doing so,
gain some perverse satisfaction in thwarting them.

I guess we are all born natural judges.

We judge others,
condemn others,
decide on the verdict
before even weighing our own guilt.

Maybe we are just lacking in courage.

A whole damn lot.

Blaming others is just a convenient way to exonerate oneself.
Similarly, adopting that method is just a dsplay of an apparent lack in courage.

I think it is sad,
when someone actually says sth,
wakes the other party up,
galvanises her to actually cast aside past reservations and re-evaluate her actions
forces her to summon the last vestiges of her courage and try to undo the past

and yet when she does that,
he, or in this case, they,
do not know,
nor do they have the courage to accept that,
look past the past
and move on.

If I compromise, will u accomodate?

If the answer is no,
then freaking hell,

Don't judge me.

U do not have the right.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

We r but a bunch of naive psychologists. *winkz*

4:03 PM  
Blogger the blue turtle said...

alamak did you post with respect to my post issit. Of course I can judge you right...I will let you have the power to oppose what I say! haha.

12:37 AM  
Blogger fairy in a goldfish bowl said...

:) no, dear light saber, I'm not responding to ur post, merely some serious misjudgements and decisions tt I've made on Sunday, which, I'm thoroughly disgusted with.

N Jo, I prefer to think of myself as an aspiring thinker, or an accomplished writer. Haha!!Not that I write well, or wat, just tt I'm open enuf wif myself to share my thoughts, no matter how mean, or angry they r.

Or no matter how bad a slur on my character they make :)

5:48 PM  

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