Monday, November 21, 2005

Finding humour in shitty situations......


I think I do it fairly well. But then again, I've been having lotsa practice lately.

Juz yesterday, I laughed my day away, while my fellow fren cursed hers away.
And today, I found myself laughing away again, when I should haf been crying my eyes out.

In the office, in the toilet, at MacDonald's, in the train, even on my way home, shaking my head as I tried to smother my laughter.

Apparently, I've been found out!!!
*gasp! * eyes wide open!

Well, wat can I say? I haven't been exactly discreet have I? Or maybe u're juz extremely sensitive.

So? There u have it. I admit it. That yes,

I had a crush on u.
A medium sized one at that!

There were things I wanted to talk it out on msn with u. Hell, there were things I wanted to scream at u!!!!
And there were times I wanted to

Punch u!!!!
Kick u!!!!
Throttle u!!!!
Bite u!!!!
Pinch u!!!!
Whack u up down left right with my guitar!!!
Stuff my shutter cock into ur nostrils so that feathers stick out and ppl think u are a freak for having long and thick and white nose hair!!!!!

Especially when I received that freakin forwarded sms from u!
Especially now, when I don't get to rant at u!
Especially now when u so conveniently went to bed, while I had to vent these on my blog, and let everyone witness my plight.

Arghhhh!!!!

I think I'm feeling better now : )

Yes, smart, handsome swimming coach, I'm tokin to you, in case u haven't noticed. But I believe ur smarter than that. I've never been good at subtleties anyway.

*shrugs

So yup, everything's out in the open now, and I feel so very much relieved, at least there will be no more speculations. I don't know how u normally deal with such complications, but this is the way I deal with them. No matter which end I'm on, I prefer to thrash things out.

If u can look past the fact that I was once infatuated with u, then fine, we'll find a way to move on, and have a good laugh over it.

If not, then, well, goodbye and goodnight.

Meanwhile, I'll take a lesson from my signaller friend : )

7 Comments:

Blogger Sab said...

THT'S THE WAY, WEINI! :] i'm glad you are you. girls like us are a rarity, so its jus too bad for the blindsighted (if there actually is such a word, but i know u know what i mean anw) =)

11:33 PM  
Blogger fairy in a goldfish bowl said...

As weird as it sounds, : ) I know wat u mean. haha~

Althoh sometimes i wonder if i'm too rash for my own good.

Then I think, heck, i feel good.I'm young, I can afford mistakes like these.

Worst comes to worst, it'll still be something i can laugh over for yrs to come :p

11:47 PM  
Blogger Sab said...

=) we will mature. no hurry though. we can't act like this when we are 80.

right now my childish impetuousness is my asset! and i intend to flaunt it. cus i have it :]

12:34 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Where is "poke your eyes"??
Hahaha!

T his is just 1 of the chapters of your long journey.
S o as this chapter ends, it symbolize a starts of another chapter.
K eep on going, else you will yourself running in circle.
!!

12:37 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

*wink*

smilez....

6:54 AM  
Blogger fairy in a goldfish bowl said...

haha~k,k thanks. Case closed. I shall leave the poking eyes part to be done if I ever c him again, hor? *wink* smilez...

9:22 PM  
Blogger *ffifiofion* said...

i'm shocked yet bloody PROUD of u!! i think onli smart ppl appreciate this kinda stuff!! n normally males dun have that level of brains...muahaha...

11:16 PM  

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