I sat very still in front of my computer for a long while kneading my aching left arm absently while thinking.
Thinking about what to write,
How to write,

And whether or not,

I should actually,

write.

This is the end product.


On me:

I swam alone in the still of the night
Beyond murky waters,
Beyond familiar shores,

I choke,
I struggle,
I swim

I choke,
I struggle,
I scream

You reached out for me,
and I,

reaching out for you,

Sank.


On my nature:

In the embrace of the currents, I frolicked
In the embrace of the currents, I drifted
In the embrace of the currents, I lose my way

And in the embrace of the currents,
I lost you.

This is bad.
By far the worst stuff I've written.

Seemed to be at a loss for words recently.
So just tossed random words together, see how it turns out.

The words that I'm searching for just seemed to be playing an endless game of hide-and seek with me.

Or maybe, I just don't know what are the words that I'm looking for, anymore.

*crosses fingers
I hope it's just a simple case of mental-block