I'm drained, yet I'm so filled, I feel like vomitting.

U should have let me cry.

If I can cry in front of u, it means I trust u enough to let my guard down. I trust u enough to be vulnerable in front of u. Can't u just let me indulge in this moment of weakness? Let me vent my pent-up emotions? No, u stopped me. Crying does not mean I cannot take it. It is just my way of coping.

How many people have actually seen me cry because of something that really affects me?

How many people have seen me cry because of my A-level results?
How many people have seen me cry when I lost the debate?
How many people have seen me cry because of council?
How many people have seen me cry when he broke my heart?

I cry. But after that, I pick myself up, and never look back.

You said I wanted the truth , yet I cannot take it.

I tell u now, yes I want the truth, I may not be able to take it right at this moment, but I CAN, and I WILL recover.

I'm just human.
Even U cry when u disappointed urself.

Maybe u just don't know me well enough. Maybe u too, don't take me seriously when it boils down to it. I know what he said, I see his point of view. I see urs too.

But more clearly than that, I see my point. U guys trust me enough when it comes to aiding u, but when it comes down to being co-workers, U guys just don't. How much more must I do in order to prove myself? I may look frivolous. I may behave so as well. But when it comes to work, I'm as serious as u all are.

"he's actually protecting u"

Damn it. I've had enough of people protecting me.

Has it ever crossed ur mind that maybe I want to experience hell for a change?

No way man, she can't survive

Bloody hell, I'm having a terrible headache.
Sleep, I need sleep.
Everything will be fine tomorrow.

I'll be fine.