世上有些东西，
真的就是要大了才会懂。

I caught a movie last night.
And for reasons no one seem to comprehend,
I started bawling.

It all started with the unmistakable heat in the eyes.
It's that feeling of someone squeezing your heart,
that leaves you breathless,
that leaves you grasping your chest helplessly,
that instinctively leaves you heaving in uncontrollable sobs,
unconsciously expanding all your strength through your tears,
as if to purge out that very feeling of pain.

Nobody understands.
And I wouldn't expect anyone to.
At that instant,
and even until now,
I myself cannot express coherently the reasons why.

But as ridiculous as it may sound,
I do know.

Maybe one day
I'll be able to find those elusive words to piece the puzzle together.

有些心痛也就因为这样，
它只会越来越痛
越来越痛，
越来越痛。