Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...But mostly you're looking for fun.You could get serious with the right person.For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

I was out with my girlfriend last night. Seemed like I've been seeing her very frequently, and yet, it seemed like I've not been seeing her enuf. Maybe it's bcos, for once in my life, we are actually on different tracks. Maybe I'm too used to having her with me, secondary school, jc, even pri sch. It's a long history.

We caught a movie, afterwhich we did what we always enjoyed doing,

We sat down at a few stupid places and talked.

And last night, they happened to be at a bench in the bus interchange; in front of the traffic light; and then at a coffee shop.

She called me a huai nu ren (bad woman in chinese).

I know, there are some things tt I shd not have done. I know there are some pple tt I shd haf spared more thoughts for. I am sorry, I really am, if I've done or said things to hurt anyone unwittingly. But I guess, these apologies are for nought, bcos, I have this very strong feeling tt I'll still continue to do and say things to hurt certain pple.

I am juz making my first foray into this foreign world. I'm feeling confused, a tad scared, very excited, and i'm running blind. I do not know the rules of this game that I'm playing, neither do i know if it is still only juz a game tt I'm playing. I do not know my eventual objective, I do not even know how high my stakes are gonna be.

It is something new tt I'm going onto, something that I've only juz begun to let myself do. So bear with me, and forgive me, for whatever wrongs that I have committed and whateva wrongs that I know, I will commit in the future.

She knows me best

She really does.It always amazes me, when different friends tell mi different things. I am someone who is very prone to confusion, so to speak, and I'll grasp desperately at whateva straws tt anyone throws to me.

Someone tells me this and I'll go, "OOOOHHHH YAAAA!Why didn't I think of that?"

Another person tells me sth else, and I'll go, "OOOHHH YAAA!I think this is more true"

A third person tells me yet another thing, and I'll go. "HEYYYY!That's absolutely right!"

But when she tells me sth, it makes me go, "Hmmm....I think......" and it makes me think.

I think often times, pple say things juz to be heard. Often times, the opinions tt pple give are from exp, their own exp, "if it were them in that situation...."that kinda thing. And in doing so, put themselves in the spotlight, make themselves the star, at the expense of ur misery. Make u fret over them, even while ur battling ur own demons.

These people are downright disgusting.

What I'm trying to say is, my friend, I appreciate u (Who says I don't gif pple the appreciation tt they deserve?I appreciate u! i appreciate u! i appreciate u!!). For knowing me so well, and being so honest with me. I think I managed to sort out my thots.

At least, for the moment.

And I hope u do too.

GOOOOOOOOD MORNNNNIIIIIIN~

I mean afternoon.