Tattoos are memories and dead skin on trial
Through what it's worth, it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable but in the end it's fine

I hope you had the time of your life

I stood at Bishan station and watched the train go today. Somehow, I can't bear to leave the station (it's a big deal ok?Since they said that Bishan station is haunted!And I'm v hum ji!).

I met up with a friend today (on the pretext of buying a birthday prezzie. haha~no lah!we bought something of cos!). She's a beautiful girl, both inside and out. And she has this ability to hurt me unconsciously one minute and make me forgive her the next. It was a very simple, relaxed, and short, extremely short time that we spent together, but still, I really enjoyed myself. I hope she enjoyed my company too : )

I realised that I am an impossibly possessive person! There was a time that I felt...I don't know wat I felt, but it wasn't a very good feeling, when I thought of how happy, and how much time she spent with her boyfriend. Before I start sounding like a lesbian, I want to say that, it was only for a very very very very very short period of time, and it vanished right after I realised it myself. I guess I was afraid that I would lose a friend in her. Maybe I'm not used to sharing attention. However, even more so, I also want to tell the world how happy I am for her!!

I am sooooooooooo very happy for you, dear girl! I think you deserve your prince charming much more than anyone else in the world!It is so much of a relief for me to see you much happier and cheery. He's good for you. Tell him don't be so shy. Meet us sometime. I think the reason why he doesn't wanna go newton for supper with us is because he doesn't wanna meet ur friends. Mmmm....as a friend, I must say this.

u must watch out u noe, if a guy persistently doesn't wanna show his face to ur friends,he's normally up to no good. Don't be too believing. But even so, I so admire ur courage to just put everything out there. I just hope I'm half as brave as you.

aiyoooooo~it's like the whole blog is about this friend!Wat can I say?I miss her too much.

I miss KTVing
I miss outdoor adventure
I miss being in "like"
I miss feeling carefree
I miss hanging at an eating place early weekday afternoon and just doing insane things
I miss sitting around in a friend's room and just slacking, singing along to guitar
I miss school life

I miss life at 17/18

I'm beginning to be able to tolerate life at HSBC. Maybe I am not going to change job after all. I think wat I'm after is more challenge. Give me something new to do, give me more responsibilities, and I will feel the excitment again. I think wat I need is appreciation. Maybe I'm not getting enough of that from my boss. Maybe I've not performed good enough prior to today to deserve recognition.

Anyway, the bottom line is,I am beginning to think that HSBC is not that bad afterall.
Or maybe it's a friday.

Haha~

As the week passes, I feel happier, haha~maybe it's the weekends, or maybe, it's the paycheck that comes in every sunday!wahaha~anyway, my dear bro was sick today, made me feel kinda bad for fantasizing about the various ways to slit his throat while he's sleeping.

Someone called me "darling" today. In a disgustingly tender tone.
I don't appreciate it.

Especially when shortly before that, he called me "babe". Hey buddy, I understand that u'r going thru a rough patch with ur break-up and all, but, I have my limits ok? Be a man!Grow up!Breaking up is not the end of the world. It definitely is no excuse for screwing up ur job, attempting to hit on every available female friend. I would appreciate some respect, if not for our tenuous friendship, then for me, as a person.

I'm writting this here, because in real life, I am too much of a softie to say such things to someone nursing a broken heart. Haha~

Chicken!Or like wat my friend always say, "chicken-nehneh chicken-nehneh"haha~u never fail to crack me up!

Was contemplating a change of job, since I am quite unhappy here. Plus, the pay is not enough of an incentive to induce me to stay!haha~ On second thoughts, even if my boss upped my pay, I doubt I would still want to continue till sch starts. I am too much of an emotional person to do such a practical thing .

While men let their dicks do the thinking, I let my emotions rule.

Hmm....I wonder if my scenario is slightly better.

My brother told me something funny today. He said one way to recognise the love of your life is to smell his or her naked armpit smell (meaning without any deoderant), and if you actually can't smell anything,

There!You've found ur destined.

Smell my armpit, anyone?

I'm feeling better. Compared to yesterday!haha~Monday and blues really do belong with each other, buddy!Anyway, just said hi to a dear friend,who's an ocean away, on MSN.

I miss you, my friend. Althoh the conversation was brief, I'm still so glad that I had that time with you.
Hope everything is well for u there :)

Was trying to get this blog thing together and rectify the damage i did yesterday night.But suuuuuucks man!totally screwed-up!I need divine help for my non-existent IT skills.

SOMEBODY SAAAAAAAAVEEEEEEEE ME

Suddenly has the urge to break into that smallville song. Hmm...brings to mind an old friend whom I've not heard from a very very very long time. Eh!!!!If by some miracle u felt this "call" contact mi k!Asshoule~

Speaking about this friend, haha~brings back memories.Both embarrassing and yet sweet. haha~the silliness of youth i guess. How shall I put it? ok,ok, he is one person who made me do lotsa silly things that I can't believe I actually did. Aiyo!haha~but, hey~m i glad we r still friends man(last time i checked, tt is) Anyway, this person taught me some precious lessons thoh. Never care about someone as much as he does about you!But I think the most valuable thing he's taught me is how to remain friends with pple who stepped over the boundary.

Thanks for providing me with a reference point man!Appreciate it!haha~

The weather is cool, lulling me to stroll down memory lane tonight.I guess the gloomier side of me revel in such an atmosphere.

If someone knows how to apply templates from other sites, pls lemmi noe. I SERIOUSLY need help in my templates and skins.

Today is a Monday.

I've been struck with the blues, i think.Hsbc is actually a nice place to work in, with really nice pple. But we just can't seem to click. Maybe it's the age thing. They are all so bloody cynical and matured.

Cynism comes with age, i guess.It makes me wonder when i will start behaving like that too.Maybe i already am cynical at heart. I realised that I do not feel as carefree anymore.

Hmm...I wonder when all these started.

Borrowing from Rosancrantz and Guildenstern(bear with me, literature feels like a lifetime away, correct mi WHEN i'm wrong)

" There must have been a time when we could have said no, but we missed it"

There must have been a time when growth first started,when maturity first starts replacing simple joy.
But we must have missed it.