A friend commented a few days ago that she hates it that I "heeheehaha" away in front of people
and then go home and talk to myself aka blog my true feelings.

Am I doing this again?

Well....
I think I express myself better in writing than in words.

Penning stuff down clears my thoughts and brings my views across better.
And sometimes,
it is the silence of the night that inspires the thoughts.

I wouldn't want to impose the boredom of my sad life on friends too,
especially when it's so rare to meet up.
Spoiling the mood of gatherings with my gripes about work is the last thing I want to happen.

But aside from all that,
I think the main reason is that
seeing honest people at the end of a long week of facing hypocrites is such a cherished,
long forgotten experience that,

it just simply makes me profoundly happy.

I don't know if you guys knoe it, and it's useless if you don't!!!

I guess what I'm trying to say is,
despite the impression of distance I give to alot of you,
you all mean something to me.

So dear friends,
please know that I cherish you.

Every single one of you.

No matter if I knew you from
NYJC, ZHSS, SIM, KTV sessions, *Hub, shake leg make merry sessions, the worst local bank, or the 3rd August 2007 chalet, etc etc.

If I'm still meeting you,
I cherish you.

Yes, it's as simple as that.